Do you ever feel like you want something so bad but you have no idea what it is?

Do you ever feel like you’re constantly waiting for something to happen but you don’t have the slightest idea what it could be and you’re looking forward to it and that feeling is eating you alive because you’re not sure if it’s ever gonna happen, you just wake up and can’t wait to get through the day because you’re heading towards something and you keep your hopes up day in and day out and it all might had been just an illusion and you’re wasting your life waiting for nothing because there’s nothing at the end?